


I used to be a very spoiled girl by my mom... I was my mom's only child, that's way I was like that and of course I haven't changed since then (Adam spoils me a lot, thank God)...
I consider that my only family was my mom even when I have uncles, grandmothers, grandfathers, father, sisters, aunts and cousins. Unfortunately they haven't had the real family feeling in their blood, but at the same time I'm lucky because now I have what I always wanted.


When I was in kindergarden and in elementary school, I used to be shy and serious (you can notice how I was because I never smiled when someone took a picture of me). I don't know how the process was to become a little devil. Maybe the first level was when I was with my mom in a supermarket and I asked her to buy me some candy. My mom bought me anything and automatically I started to roll around on the floor, crying and screaming. I guess that people thought that I was convulsing or something. I made my mom feel very embarrased.
I can't accept that I'm an adult (it's the first symptom of Peter Pan syndrome) and I can't deny that I would like to come back to that time when I could feel the warmth of my mom when she hugged me in her arms.


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